Long Time No See

Since my family and I have been on vacation for a couple of weeks, I have not had the chance to write very much! I’ve also been worrying about Hurricane Irma, currently on its course through Florida, and praying that everyone is okay. David and I have family in Florida and surrounding areas, so we are praying for their safety. Although that is the case, I am still determined to write so that Kaleb can learn more about his life and hopefully help others through their journey as well.

As we finally arrived at Pensacola, Florida, our first destination, I was exhausted. We stopped at a restaurant called Charley’s (which is out of this world) and sat down to eat with Liz’s father. I ordered a shrimp plate and chose a strawberry lemonade cheesecake for dessert. We were literally the last people in the restaurant, but they were oh so patient with us as we ate our meals. I felt like a mess in my attire in such a nice restaurant and it reminded me of the time I went to Olive Garden with my parents after returning from Florida. Anyways, after enjoying such a great meal we went back to the hotel that we were going to be staying at for a couple of days.

The next morning we ate breakfast at the little restaurant downstairs and we were planning to see the eclipse. Before we had left for our trip I had read about the eclipse that was going to be passing through, but we did not prepare for it! The only way to see the eclipse was through special glasses or if you made something to view it with. We were unable to get a hold of any glasses so we had to create our own eclipse viewing mechanism with a cereal box, tin foil, and toothpicks. Honestly, I did not believe that it was going to work, but it turned out to be a really awesome way to view the eclipse! While we were at the hotel pool we viewed it through our home made eclipse viewer. At the same time, Kaleb got into a pool for the first time in his life! He really enjoyed it because the water was warm and the temperature outside was perfect. Unfortunately, we were not in the path of totality and the sun was only 88% covered. In the path of totality, the sun was almost covered 100% and it resulted in darkness for a bit.

Later on in that day, we went to eat at another restaurant (that I forgot the name of) but the food was also amazing. There was an aquarium and these awesome looking fans that looked like oars in the ceiling. Somehow, all 8 of us were able to fit in a booth and were able to eat without bumping elbows. As we were waiting for our meals, Kaleb was beginning to fuss so I made him a bottle. After drinking the rest of it he fell right asleep in his stroller while we ate our dinner… Seeing it was our first time at the restaurant, the waitress gave us all free cookies that were gooey and delicious. After our meal, we returned to the hotel to sleep for the night.




Back to Reality

We are finally back after being gone for about two weeks! A vacation is always something to look forward to, but when it’s over I feel as if I need a vacation from my vacation! 

As crazy as it may seem, my son my husband and his family went on a family vacation to Florida. Now what is so crazy about that? The crazy thing is we drove 30 plus hours with a 6 month old who would rather be rolling around the floor than sitting for 30 hours. Heck, I would not voluntarily choose to sit for that long, but it was for good reason. Talk about determination!

Por fin estamos de vuelta después de habernos ido por alrededor de dos semanas! Una vacacion es siempre algo que esperar, pero cuando se acaba me siento como si necesite unas vacaciones de mis vacaciones!
Tan loco como puede parecer, mi hijo mi marido y su familia fuimos en unas vacaciones familiares a Florida. Ahora, ¿qué es lo loco por eso? Lo loco es que fuimos 30 más horas con un bebe de 6 meses que preferiría estar rodando por el suelo de estar sentado por 30 horas. Yo no me voluntaria sentarme por tantas horas pero era por buena razon.

Going on Vacation

One day I would love to take my son to Florida so he can experience the magic that is Disney World! Some people may not like Disney World (they have no heart), but seriously, any vacation you take with a baby is going to be difficult! One has to be well prepared for any thing that can happen while you are away from home. So, if I were to go to Disney this would be on my list of things to bring.

  1. A suitcaseHaving a suitcase (or a duffle bag of some-sort) is the number one thing you need to have with you when traveling to anywhere. Without one, you would have nowhere to put your clothes, your toiletries etc. You can’t go on vacation without a change of clothes or your toothbrush. I mean, you can but I don’t think anyone would want to come near you after a couple of days of wearing the same clothes… Personally, I bought the American Tourister, the official luggage of Disney World.
  2. An emergency kit: An emergency kit contains everything that you would need in an emergency! These things include a thermometer, pain medicine, a medicine dispenser, nail clippers, bandaids etc. This is the kit we got at our baby shower.
  3. Toiletries: Like I was saying earlier, nobody is going to want to come near you if you don’t bring some soap, a toothbrush or toothpaste. Luckily, you can buy these things in travel sizes like this one, for you and your children.
  4. Sunscreen: Sunscreen is very important if you are fair skinned or prone to getting sunburns. It helps protect you and your baby’s delicate skin from the sun’s harmful rays. Going to Disney World requires being out in the sun most of the day, so this is a life saver.
  5. Stroller: After a while, carrying a 15 pound 5-month-old baby is going to get tiring, so a stroller is a must have item. It also doubles as a bag carrier for you and your baby’s stuff.
  6. Comfortable shoes: Make sure to buy comfortable shoes for walking long distances. You do not want to have blisters on your feet at the end of the day because of your poor choice in shoes (ouch).
  7. (Optional) Portable phone/camera charger: On your Disney trip you’re going to want to document all of life’s special moments. You’ll also want your phone charged in case you get separated from your group. Make sure you always have battery power with a portable charger! Otherwise, make sure to bring your regular charger and have your appliances charged the night before.

English and Spanish

Its been a couple of days since I have written anything, and I do not want to give up on writing. Life is always so crazy with a baby that I have not had the chance to sit down and write… During my time away from my blog, I began thinking about writing in spanish so the Hispanic side of my family can read about your life too.

 Translating my blog into spanish is going to be time consuming, but I will try it for a while and see how I like it. I might even have to write less or post two different blog posts. Hopefully everyone will enjoy it. 

Anxiety. Thoughts in my head.

People would always tell me don’t call sicknesses and illnesses upon yourself. Don’t own your disease don’t say you have this or have that because you always will. I don’t mean to call anxiety upon myself but it’s there. 

I’m constantly worrying about what everyone is thinking. Whenever I go out to eat to a restaurant or go anywhere I am always looking around seeing if anyone is judging me. It even happens when I take my little one out to our families house or when people come over. 

A constant worry, a constant fear. I feel that if I let people hold my child for too long they’re gonna think I dont take care of him. If I don’t let them hold him I’m scared they’re going to think I don’t like them or I’m annoying. 

It’s difficult living with this and it makes me sad at times. I can never be comfortable and that is why at times I just need to leave the place I’m at and take my little one with me. It doesn’t just happen with my child  though, it happens with everything I do.

When I’m home I don’t feel the judgments of other people whether they’re there or not. I can be myself with my husband, with my baby. I can melt down if I want to and I know he won’t judge me. I try to be okay though for my son. I have to be strong but sometimes it’s difficult and I just have to let it out. 

It’s tiring having to put on a happy face with everyone. At times its genuine and I can by myself and the thoughts of, “are they judging me?” “Am I doing something wrong?” “What can I do to make them like me?” aren’t swirling around in my head. 

I know that these thoughts are just that, thoughts in my head and most of the time they aren’t true. Everyone tells me all the time to relax, that’s it’s okay but it’s not that easy. I can’t just turn off the thoughts in my head.

So, I’m sorry if sometimes I seem irritated. It’s not because I don’t like you. It’s because I’m anxious, I want to run away to my safe place as fast as I can. I’m sorry if I’m ever mean because of my anxiousness, it’s not who I want to be. Some days I’m okay with hiding it but other times I can’t and I get irritated at everything. 

Trust me, I feel so bad about it at the end of the day. I go over what I did that day and I feel so bad because I wasn’t able to keep it together. 

So the next time you see a friend or a family member with anxiety getting irritated or  anxious, please don’t judge them. Instead, offer kind words tell them it’s gonna be okay. Give them a hug if they’re okay with it. 

Hopefully, this has helped you to understand someone with anxiety a little bit better.

Diapers Review

For all of you mothers and fathers out there you’ll understand what I mean when I say that one day you’re going to get very acquainted with diapers. When the arrival of your baby finally comes, you’re going to have to learn to change his or her diaper whether you like it or not! It’s going to be a constant thing even if you use cloth diapers. Before you know it, you’ll be diaper changing pros!

So, which diaper is best for your baby? It really depends (no pun intended) on what you’re looking for in a diaper. Is it well fitting, absorbent, affordable? Everyone’s choice is going to be different, but here is a review of five brands.

5. Pampers Swaddlers

These diapers I received as a gift for my baby shower and I still have them in my baby’s room. The only really good thing is the wetness indicator. It has this awful netting that sticks to my baby and I really don’t like it. The material is also very paper-like and not very absorbent. 

4. Huggies Snug and Dry 

 Huggies is one of my prefferred brands, but this particular kind is not my favorite. The good thing about this diaper is that it has an elastic band that contours to your baby, but it doesn’t have that extra fabric around the waist. Second, it has decent absorbency but it’s not good for overnight. Finally price wise, you can buy 132 count for $22.97 which is not too terrible.

3. Luvs 

At first, I didn’t really think I would like this diaper and I only bought it because I could not find anything else. It turned out to be a better choice than I thought. For starters, it has the extra fabric that goes around the baby’s waist, but it does not have an elastic band. Second it is very absorbent and my baby did not have any overnight leaks. Finally, pricewise you can buy 140 count for $29.48 which is not a bad deal. As an added bonus it has a nice powdery smell to it, which is both positive and negative because it can irritate your baby’s delicate skin.


2. Huggies Little Snugglers Plus

Huggies Little Snugglers, and Huggies Little Snugglers Plus are basically the same exact thing. The only real difference is the Plus is said to be a better version of the regular Snugglers diaper.  The downfall to this brand is that it is hard to find in regular stores. A 174 pack is $37.49

1. Huggies Little Snugglers

I never thought I would say this but my all time favorite diaper is Huggies Little Snugglers for various reasons. For one, it has a little extra fabric that goes around the baby’s waist for better fit along with an elastic waist band. I really loathe the diapers that are cut in a straight rectangle shape an don’t contour to your baby. Second, the material is gentle, breathable and absorbent. It has a wetness indicator that turns blue when your baby is wet. As for price, you can find a 132 pack in size 2 for $26.95. An added plus is that it has the words “front” and “back” printed on the diaper so you know you’re putting the baby’s diaper on correctly. I never knew that I would have needed to be told which is the front and back of a diaper, but even now I sometimes put K’s diaper on backwards.

This is all just my personal experience and my personal opinion and you are free to like whichever diaper you like.


Foggy, an accurate description for how I’ve been feeling. My brain has been clouded over by a thick fog that doesn’t allow any light to penetrante. My mind desperately searches for an escape, but the more I search the foggier it gets. Perhaps I’m trying too hard to run away. Instead, I embrace the fog and find relief in it. Eventually, the fog lifts, I gaze up and find that the light has been there all along. I’m finally free.